Juz my crapping...like wat the title of this blog says...its the SENSE out of Nonsense!! If you are one that cannot stand lame-ness and dot-dot-dotz then you better leave now...SHOO!! Or else you'll regret it...its so crappy you wanna dig your eyeballs out to apologize to them
I'm going for a Royal Ranger's training camp (specially for my age group) tml. Yes, I somehow just always seem to be occupied with stuff=P but oh well... it keeps me active I guess^. ^!!
I'm expecting it to be tough but I'm excited*.*hehe!! Outdoors Outdoors Outdoors!!
Hope I get to make lotsa frends there:P the last time I went for a suvival training camp about 2-3 years ago... I was quite passive in the group coz I was one of the younger ones plus I was the only from my outpost there (that is, everybody in the group had somebody they already know before)
...hehe so MeiYin shy shy...:X
...But nonono...!! I'm gonna be some loud crazy maniac there this time round...
or at least I hope=) wish me luck!! (or at least wish my group luck!! HAHAHAXD)...
I'm definitely gonna get posted into a group where i duno anybody at all and everybody at least knows somebody AGAIN... haha can guess coz this year my outpost onli got me and another gal going (they separate the genders).... confirm kenah separated wif my female frend one hahaha!! but oh well^^ all God's people
...nothing to fear:]...
Hope I come back alive!! Will be gone till saturday!! Whoohoo!!
Sunday, March 11, 2007 9:46 PM
REAL 2007 has ended...
Yet another wonderful chapter that God has created to complete my life=)...
And Yes, I've placed a bookmark there to signify another significant turning point in my journey...
REAL Coordinator 2007 : MeiYin Facilitated 11 young people to grow more towards the Father
A step of faith, in a current state of inadequacy I obeyed the calling despite not knowing the blueprint Entering the program with a self-esteem as low as the pits Entering the program without knowing what to expect From a smooth path to one that's rocky Paved with bumps and holes Indeed, the Lord was there to lead me on Sent people to help get my foot out the crack Sent resources to help me map my way across A submissive follower I've always been But expectations to lead was thrown in my face Obviously insecure Obviously afraid Obviously unequipped Obviously vulnerable That's what the Lord wants For the potter can do His work with me To mould me when i'm soft clay Not hard as cement My inability revealed God My inability opened the door The experience has ended But yet its just the beginning I come out more changed and equipped I come out more strong and on fire For He is good For He is faithful For He is loving For He is GOD..!! ....Amen.....
A levels...a blessing in disguise
Everybody's been asking THE QUESTION... "How was your A's?"
Haizz....With respect to my own individual performance... I would dare say "its NOT BAD..." ...With respect to the cohort's performance..."OK lah..."
Indeed it has been a blessing in disguise. I realised I was very stooopid lah during my JC life... ...Give in to my laziness ...Give in to my playfulness ...Give in to procrastination ...Give in to the lack of determination/self-discipline /motivation/passion ...blah blah blah...
Science and Math is REALLI REALLI somethin I'm not veri interested in (WHaT On EarTh aM I DoIng IN SciEnce StrEam?? No IdEa!!)... I guess thats where it all started...the lack of interest...
Oh well=)...I have myself to blame and I will take full responsibility for it^-^ AMEn!
I onli started studying hard for my A's like after prelims... (I got D E O for prelims)... considering THAT!!... I realli thank God for the miracle that He has given me ...I passed all my A level subjects!! AMEN!
I expected to get a C C F for my A's... but NO!! Apparently God gave me A B D... (Yes, and I've just openly declared my results) ...for something that's quite last minute... I realli thank God for His grace and mercy even though I know I DoN'T DeSeRvE it!!
Well....My A level subjects were the ones I thought I would do badly for ...apparently when I relied on God... He is faithful...HALLELUJAH!!
As for my GP...er...well..I guess I was overconfident with it ...I guess I relied on my own strength to do it coz all along I've been doing averagely well.... HALLELUJAH!! I scored an embarrassing D7!!! ...(i dun even know whether its a pass or fail...=.=)
You know...when I first saw that D7...I was stunned... SERIOUSLY STUNNED... never done so badly... (haha it lasted 10 seconds lah)
...After 10 secs I figured it was God's will and I was humbled...I'm not as good as I thought I was ...hahaha !! Taught me a lesson that I should not rely on my own strength yah^-^?...
...I realli thank God I've got a D7 for my GP... REALLI=)...I'm glad I didn't do well for it ...a good wake-up call i can say:P...
I've gotta face the music though, coz of my results ...no idea whether I can get into a local university or not ...but you know what=)??
I can dare say that the Lord will see me through...!! I have a future in Him, my hope is in Him and I've got nothing to worry about^. ^! I'll just try and apply and see how it goes:)
...of coz, I've learnt my lesson... I die die must learn to work hard liao!! hehe^-^
I still remember one of my frends told me this before:
"Pray as if everything depends on God Work as if everything depends on you"
The Garden of Eden was like a paradise... but yet, when God created Adam and put him into that garden... He didn't tell Adam: "ok, you can slack and stone and play all you want" No!...He told Adam to take care of the animals... to name them...etc etc...in other words...he told Adam to WORK!!! God has given us the ability to work... in fact He WANTS us to work...!! Thats why effort pays off and laziness doesn't...DUH!
Haha...revelation yah^^?? For me lah that is...oh well=) tts all I've got to say about my results...I thank God for every single grade He's given me..!! AMEN!
