Juz my crapping...like wat the title of this blog says...its the SENSE out of Nonsense!! If you are one that cannot stand lame-ness and dot-dot-dotz then you better leave now...SHOO!! Or else you'll regret it...its so crappy you wanna dig your eyeballs out to apologize to them
That Continuous Happiness May Translate Into Annoyance...
*trying to control laughter*
Thursday, August 14, 2008 1:11 AM
School is GREAT !!
For the first time in my life.... I actualli ENJOY coming to school... seriously...!!
I'm studying Audio Engineering at SAE and it is sooooo refreshing from the usual math and science that i used to do since pri sch to JC...
Thank God i've been given the opportunity and the boldness to dare to do this course. (i was kinda insecure at first because it wasn't the very standard JC to local uni path) But i figured I'll just give it a shot and trust God..!
So far still so good.. I have very helpful classmates... And i stress HELPFUL.. coz i'm like a computer idiot... and the school's coms are all iMacs... and like when i was doing my assignment... i didn't even know how to switch it on... I didn't know where to insert the CD... I didn't know how to eject the CD... I didn't know how to minimize the windows... (ok fine=.= tt was juz me being stupid and blur) ...anw the point is... I managed to get my veri FIRST assignment done thanks to my very patient classmates^^!
Trip Update!
UPDATES: I went and came back from my mission trip:] Thnx to everyone who encouraged/ supported/ prayed for me^^!
Ask me how is it^^!!... *imagines someone asking* "So how was your trip MeiYin?"
AWESOME^^!!
My greatest struggle was actually praying in chinese... and I was so afraid to pray for anyone because i felt i really couldn't do it. Especially during the first 2 days... I felt i was very limited in my language... Nothing was coming out of my mouth... I didn't know what to pray for... I felt I couldn't hear from God too..! (I was still asking: "God are u speaking in chinese?? Maybe tts why i dun understand?") Honestly right... I DREADED the prayer sessions... i just didn't wanna do it coz i felt i couldn't!
It may sound stupid now lah... but it was really a difficult time for me then because i was unconfident, insecure and inadequate...
BUT...u know what=)?? God was AMAZING... Seriously AMAZING... I decided i was not gonna waste my trip there and do my best to serve God...so i made arrangements with a team member (Thank You, Jasmine!!). We decided we will pair up and go and pray for people together.... During prayer on the 3rd day...i was pleading for God's wisdom and the Spirit's moving in my heart... At that instant suddenly my burdens were lifted up... God took away all fear... He took away all doubt... and I was filled by the Holy Spirit... It was really amazing...! For every person i approached... God gave me a specific word for them... I prayed SIMPLE, SHORT prayers... nothing big and fancy (limited vocab bo pian=X haha)
...but through it.. God moved and ministered into the people's hearts... When i prayed... i could see people starting to tear and cry... I believed those words I heard from God was "bullseye"...
...anw after that wonderful moment... it juz suddenly dawned on me that i actualli pang-seh Jasmine=X... She didn't mind tho^^...
Anw till now i'm still filled with awe! like WOW... such a GREAT and AWESOME God would use me such a stupid and chinese-idiot person to speak into the hearts of those whom He loves... like seriously wow!... :] ...amen!
My big take-aways from the trip... 1) In my weakness, God is my strength... 2) As long as I am willing, God can use me regardless of my inadequacies... 3) When the Lord sends me somewhere, He will not pang-seh=P His grace is sufficient for me!!
No more Chinese blog entries for now...
My com reformatted... I dun have the chinese typing function anymore... I need to install it or somethin... huizhen helped me with it the last time so i duno how to do it myself... i should realli get into askin abt it... but anw its nt urgent so its not realli on my TO DO LIST at the moment... SO...No more Chinese Blog entries for now...=( (to think i was kinda getting used to it coz it was refreshing to type in chinese)
